How I feel about life after college.
Guy at the gym apparently told me I messed up my AC joint.. to not do shoulder excercises or any exercise that causes stress on my left shoulder, to do some rehab work and ill be fine in two weeks. For now gives me an excuse to concentrate on abdominals and legs.
only like twice a month… i think im getting addicted…. i get a bit wheezy too, this isnt normal is it?
When everything u hope for and dream of comes true and it gets swiftly taken away in the blink of an eye. When you think the person that you love more than anything u have ever loved in your life doesnt feel the same way, they lie to you to your face and it seems as though everything u ever shared or worked for just seemed like as it was worth absolutely nothing… it fucking hurts.. pains you to the point of ending your llife or going off to dissapear from reality for quite a while.. I cant believe you tore me apart again, at least this time around i know for a fact that despite anything this is not on me… not at fucking all..
feel paranoid as fuck.. u subconciously do things in order to relieve urself of paranoia but for the time being before u get ur answer, u put urself in a worse position? the only thing that makes u endure is just hoping for a great feeling when everything is over
I fear i will become one as soon as this semester ends, i’ve had a drink for everday ive been here basically. Including the time i went to red lobster with my rents here..